26 February 2010

Holiday?

I'm thinking of going somewhere for a long holiday ALONE. Just want to relax my mind. I'm having too many problems lately, one after one, I'm tired. Sometimes, I'm bored with life. Bored with myself too. Too much thinking in my brain, until sometimes, I can't sleep thinking of it. And I took panadols, so that I can sleep. I know it's crazy, I shouldn't do that, but I just can't stop thinking. Unfortunately, I just can't go, I have to take care of my office matters, my family, my bf. It's hard for me to leave all my loved ones. But I really, badly need to be alone, to think straight again, to ease the pain in my heart, to wash away all my fears, and to be me again, the one who always smile. God, help me find a way, I know I can rely on You, only from You I can have the purest unconditional love. Amen.

23 February 2010

Such A Shame!

OMG, kesian teddy, napa aku tak pernah mau percaya sama dia ya, kesian dia, sudah la masalah dia besar, kena fitnah org, kenapa aku tak bagi semangat? kenapa aku tak percaya sama dia? kenapa aku mo dgr cakap2 org yang dengki sama dia? syukurla semua masalah dia selesai, syukur pada TUHAN, kerana mendengar doa ku dan menunjukkan kepada ku sapa benar, sapa salah, teddy, maafkan ayg ya. 

22 February 2010

Happy Days!

Praise be to GOD, for helping me when I'm in need. I nearly gave up, OMG, it's such a shame. I know I always forgot to thank GOD for all the blessing. But I know GOD never leaves me. Amen.

20 February 2010

God Have Mercy On Us

I guess it's true, I've tried my best, now I leave it to GOD.

19 February 2010

I Just Can't Help Myself Crying

Aku suda tahan, supaya tak nangis depan org. Tapi tadi boss call, aku kena marah lagi, dia bilang mcm mana aku jadi gf org, satu hal pasal bf aku pun aku nda tau, aku sedih ba dia cakap mcm tu, sebab aku pun rasa begitu, malu, tapi aku sumpah, aku memang tak tau langsung pasal hal kemarin tu, rupanya semua suda tau, tapi tiada yang pikir untuk kebaikan aku, tiada yang mau kasitau sama aku. Aku betul2 kecewa. Aku tak tahan, aku nangis time boss call, aku tau dia pun berusaha tolong bf aku, sebab dia memang sayang sama bf aku tu, tapi tulah, bapa dia masuk ICU, dia pun tak brani jalan jauh. Aku paham juga, tapi dia ada bagitau, dia akan usahakan untuk tolong bf aku.

What Should I Do?

I'm tired. Last night, I couldn't sleep, I ate panadol, lots of panadol, so that I could sleep. I'm tired. Here in my office, people keep talking about him (my bf), keep talking bad things about him, for what? You guys happy la kan? Go to hell idiot! I know he did wrong, but I believe everyone deserves second chance. Human. Keep seeing other people weaknesses, padahal sendiri lagi teruk, at least my bf didn't kasi susah org lain. I love my bf, it's just that I don't know whether I can give him second chance. This problem is very serious (not pasal girl, pasal hal lain ok), company problems, stress, I just can't relax.

18 February 2010

Silent Prayers

I think I need a break, I'm tired. God, help me, terjadilah kepadaku bukan menurut kehendak ku melainkan kehendak-Mu, amen.

Life Must Go On

I'm shocked. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to think about him anymore. Should I trust him or should I trust what I see (changes) in him or should I trust people who keep telling me bad things about him? But I think I know the answer, I just don't have the gut to make myself accept it. I am so disappointed with you honey. How I wish I can turn back the time, so that I can help you. You keep saying that you're okay. But the truth is, you're not okay. And you never want to share even 0.1 % of your problem with me. Too bad, you keep making friends with all this trash and useless people, and you became exactly like a trash too. I felt so useless. I'm not a good gf for you. So PATHETIC!!!

17 February 2010

Strange & Unique Food Art Show

Modern Way of Begging?

You Can't Eat Me!

Nice Butterfly Apple

Ouch! You're Hurting Me!

Swimming Watermelon?

Get Rid of Cellulite 

Guitar Made From Apple

Tomato Vs Orange

Evil Grin

Please Handle With Care

Yaiks! Do You Want To Eat This Kind of Bread?

Committing Suicide?

Thirsty Watermelon

Want Some Fresh Juice

Banana or Dolphin?

Home Sweet Home

Too Cute, I Don't Want To Eat

Pheweeeiitt! Sexy!

Banana or Doggie?

Caution: Men At Work

Yaiks! Ugly, No Appetite To Eat

OMG! So Cute!

Moooooooooo

Masker?

Baby Kailan Fishes?

Please leave some comment, which picture do you like the most?

Sad & Stress!

Arrrrghhhhh! Stress! Hari ni aku sendiri di office, sedih, my friend da bersalin, ye ye, dapat baby boy, I'm happy for her, but still I'm a bit sad, because I won't be able to see her for 2 months (maternity leave). Dialah kawan, dialah cikgu, dialah segalanya! (I'm Crying Now) Kalau aku kena buli office girl HQ, dialah yang selalu backing aku, sedihnya bila aku ingat balik semua pertolongan yang dia bagi pada aku. Hope you doing fine there FIONA, miss you!

16 February 2010

Rolling On The Floor Laughing!

Lols! Funny la. My bf just came back from his kg. Ye ye! When I was helping my mom in the kitchen, he spot-checked my handphone! Adoiiii, and he read all my sms, and then I saw his face quite angry i guess, hahaha. He read one sms from my bestfriend since high school (Girl) which she called me SAYANG! Hahahaha, jealous la tu, bongok! Then I asked my bf to call her, but I don't know why my friend didn't answer the call. My bf thought that sms is from a guy (OMG), I burst out laughing, kekekekekeke! Biarlah dia! =P

14 February 2010

Haizzzz (Sigh)!

Hi everyone, today I supposed to follow my bf pulang his kg at KUALA PENYU. But unfortunately, I suddenly sakit, and the problem is, I thought I was just masuk angin, but then it become more painful (around my waist and stomach). Sad. I stayed at home, and for 4 days, mama urut and give me drink some air halia. Kesian mama, even though she also tired, but she still tidur2 ayam, taking care of me. I didn't tell my bf. He's angry with me, because I didn't ikut pulang kg. But my dad told him, and he became sad and worried like hell about me. I don't want my bf keep worrying about me, pity him. Celebrate Chinese New Year pun susah hati, huhuhu. Miss you honey.

10 February 2010

Ridiculous Day!

Gila eehhh. Penatnya, balik lambat ni hari. Apa hal ba boss ni marah2, aku tengok macam orang gila suda dia tu, eeeee, menakutkan oOOo. Buat meeting tergempar sampai jam 6.30PM, time pulang ba astaga. Ada kes berat sampai my driver kena buang kerja (memang salah dia, so takpa), and 2 of my friend kena cut-salary! Yang paling teruk, adakah patut, boss pakai tu FORKLIFT langgar kereta kawan saya? Mulau tahap dewa, ish ish ish, kalau ya pun marah atau tak suka, cakap la ba bagus2, ni tidak, main hantam kereta orang, nangis ba kawan saya, hancur keretanya, nasib baik bukan kancil, nasib baik la GL tu keras skit, ish ish ish, tak pernah jumpa org gila cam ni oOOo. Kesian kawan aku tu, sudahla kereta hancur, dimarah lagi gara2 parking dalam tempat kerja, and kena denda RM10 satu hari. So, parking fee for 4 bulan will be RM1200! Kasian hutangnya sama company ditambah lagi RM1200, ish ish ish. Tak patut ba, kereta tu pun boss tak mau bertanggungjawab. Dia tak takut kalau report polis jugak dia bilang, adeh, mulau. Ada jugak good news la, 2 of my friends naik gaji, eeee, bila la saya dgn kawan saya ni naik gaji? Kami under MRS (bini boss). Haizzzzz, mimpi jak la naik gaji. Napa la dorang ni, terlampau berkira, hal2 yang kecik dikasi besar, dorang ni tak kasian langsung sama pekerja2nya ni yang kasi dorang duit makan, beli baju, rumah, bla bla bla! Takpa, pasti ada balasannya, tunggu......dan lihat! Tuhan itu adil! Amen!

09 February 2010

Soiiii Day!

Unfortunate Day!! From 12:00AM till 11.59PM! Haiyaaaaa. What happened? Everything seems to be fallen apart. I hate it! I'm not feeling very well, my work at the office not yet finished, car broke down, bla bla bla, soiiiii! 

Laughing So Hard My Belly Bouncing! (LSHMBB)

Take a deep breath, so let start with the first karangan.

Still want some more? Ready?

Well, here's some more. Do not rolling on the floor laughing!


~Having fun? Hahahaha, hope you enjoy it!~

I Love These Games!

Yuhuuuuuu, still awake? Can't even close you eyes? Bored to death? Try this game in Facebook. Have fun! 

~FISHVILLE~
  

~FARMVILLE~
  

Feels Like Crying

I'm stressed out. Can't sleep. Having flu and headache, plus sore throat too! I think it's getting worst. Maybe I should go and see doctor tomorrow, huh (sigh). I miss my boyfriend, but I don't want to disturb him, maybe he's asleep already, ihihi. I'm drinking Anglia Shandy. Quite delicious. Yummy! I don't know what to do. It's ok, maybe I should play some game at facebook. Hehehe (EVIL GRIN)

07 February 2010

Not Feeling Very Well


Hi bloggers, what a day, bored to death, and catch flu and sore throat. Can't eat anything. Luckily my bf cook for me, ihihihi. Thank God he can cook very well, sedap siot. My mood are not so good, marah2 him lagi. I know I’m really unreasonable. I’m really sorry. I hope you’ll forgive me. I love you. I'm sorry honey for treating you so coldly just now. I love you very much. Looking at his back view, it really made me smile. Or at least, my heart tickled and i felt nothing but pure love. I love him just so much. Now, what can I say? Today, I just realized that I still feel that kind of heart racing thing in my chest whenever people mention about him or I see him. I don’t know why too. Though I thought that all these affections will only be felt at the starting points in a relationship. It never appealed to me that after so long, I still feel that same way for him. I mean, don’t people have this feeling only when they’re falling in love? Most importantly, Im in love. With YOU. The only one for me, always. Anyway, goodbye for now. My eyes feels kinda blurry now. Which says, I'm tired. Alright, time for a break. Missing you, my dearest sweetheart. Hoping that we can meet tomorrow, or tonight, hehe. *prays hard*

Janice Vidal - Morning

When I hear the birds start singing




I wanna see you
Hoo, hoo, do do do do do...

When I see the leaves start fallin
I wanna see you
The only thing I'll do
Don't you know
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is gonna dream of you

Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings

Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring

(You know every morning)
When I hear the birds start singing
I wanna see you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is to rush and run to you

When I hear the clock start ticking
I start to miss you
Ooh.. The only thing I'll do
Is gonna dream of you

I found my angel in my life
I cannot see why
I cannot see why
We can't be in love till we die

Wanna stay by by by your side
You are my everything
You are my only link
To the angel's wings

Talk about love love and
I can't stop thinking of you
Such a crazy thing
Like snow fallin' in spring

One day we'll spread our wings
You and me da, you and me da...
Spread our wings do..do...do....
Wannabe wannabe wanna
I wanna be,be your lover
I'll run to you... ooh...

P/S: I like this song very much, keep listening to it again and again hehehe.

05 February 2010

Full of Hatred

Yaiks! I hate that guy. Keep coming over to my house, ewwwwhhh! God, help me! I hate this man so much!


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