31 December 2009

2010! Bring It On!

So, 2009 is coming to an end in the blink of an eye. That’s really really fast. Next year will be a year of hard work, stress and just another chapter of my life that I have to overcome. A major year for me I guess. But, here comes those nostalgic feelings I have. Those memories and just simply, everything. Having been through so much this year, it’s really hard to say bye to 2009 just like that. A year just passes by so quickly. At the beginning, we were all longing for the arrival of a new year. To begin a new day, a new week, a new month. But here we are, getting closer to a new year, 2010. Time flies. There’s so much I want to write, yet my mind seems stuck right now. Sigh. So this year has been pretty alright I guess. But mainly many changes around. People changed, things changed, the world changed too. Don’t you find that sometimes time brings changes? Many changes indeed. I’ve experienced so much over the year. Those heart breaking moments, those misunderstandings, fun, memorable, happy, crazy, retarded, lame times with my bestest people. No doubt, I really miss those times. Thanks for EVERYTHING! I really mean E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

26 December 2009

Merry Christmas!

17 December 2009

Evanescenes - My Immortal

Enjoy this song. I know this is not a new song. but i happen to hear my friend singing it after she had a hard time with her bf, it has a deep meaning...

14 December 2009

Please Be Strong Honey

"What would you do, to put a smile on the face of someone you love so much?"  

I can see it through his eyes, he look very sad. At first, he doesn't want to tell me his problems. But after I talk to him, and tell him that how much I care for him, and promise to be a good listener, and not to ask too much, he finally see me in the eye, and tell all his problems that keep burdening him. The saddest thing is that, I can't even help him! I hate it! I cry, but I didn't let him to see it, because I don't want him to worry about me. I try to console him, and tell him not to give up, and I will never leave him alone, I will always be with him, through goods and bads. Please be strong honey...

12 December 2009

X'mas Spirit!

Can't wait for X'mas to come. But so sad, can't go back to my kampung oOOo. Just celebrate this blessed day here at my home. Hope there will be sweet moment for me, my families and my bf, ihihihi. Tomorrow I'm spending my time with my bf, we will go shopping! Hurray! Just hope that we will never again argue over small kind of things! Both of us make promises to each other to control our anger, and to respect each other. Hope our relationship will last. Funny, how you do your best to make me laugh when you make me cry...

06 December 2009

Tired of You

Waiting for someone, but yet, he still didn't show up, boring, I try not to think too much about it, but still, I keep wanting to sms and call him, to know what he's up to there. So sad, feels like crying, didn't he realize that, he always hurt my feelings? Still thinking what is the end of this kind of relationship. And still hoping for him to change. Is it all my fault? But the way he treat me, and talk to me sometimes makes me sad, and think that he put all the blames on me. Can't I be better for him? It been a year. Everyday, this relationship is getting worst. But I know, only God knows the best for me. If God thinks this man is the one for me, I am so sure, we will get through this. I LOVE U HONEY. More than what I can show you...


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